Kuch is tarah maza lo Zindagi me part 9
Part 9
Uske alfaaz ne mere dil me muhabbat ke jalte chiraag ko aur roshan kar diya, har ladki ki sab se pehli khawaish yahi hoti he ke uska shawhar use bepanah izzat de. Aur Ahmar ki yahi baate mere dil ko chuu gayi, mai ne bass "hummm" kar ke jawab diya. Mai faisala nahi kar paa rahi thi ke Ahmar ko apna jawab de doon ya pehle ghar walaw ko apni marzi ke baare me bataaun.
"Mere itni lambi chawdi baate sunne ke baad apka jawab sirf hummmm me aya. Q?
Kya ap mutmain nahi he is faisale se?" (Meri khamushi ko dekhte hue ahmar ne bade tashwish se pucha.)
"Ahmar, papa ne mera rishta meri behan ke dewar ke saat tey kiya he. Aur ye baat mujhe mere ghar ane ke baad pata chali. Samajh nahi ata kya karun?" (Finally maine use apni pareshani bata hi diya).
"Kya aap iss rishtey se raazi he?" (Wo mujhse ahistagi se sawal kiya)
"Nahi, mera dil is rishtey ke liye zehni tor pe amaada nahi he. Mai ne papa se apni marzi bhi batayi par papa mujhse inkaar ki waja puch rahe he "( Dusri taraf halki si muskurahat dabi hue thi )
Kya mai apke inkaar ki waja puch sakta hu ? (Wo sharati lehje me puch raha ta)
Aaa ,,....aisa kuch nahi he. Mai use janti tak nahi hu.,uske baare me mujhe sirf itna pata he ke wo meri behan ka dewar he.. (samajh nahi aa raha ta ke asal waja use kaise bataun, kaise bataun ke mai sirf aap ko chahne lagi hoon.)
Kya hua ? Kahan kho gayi..? Kya mai apse kuch puch sakta hu? (Usne mujhe khamush dekh kar sawal kiya )
Ji, puchiye.
"Mujhe lagta he apko mujhse muhabbat hue?" Kya ye sach he? (Usne hichkichaate hue mujhse pucha to mere honth jaise chup se ho gaye. Samajh nahi aa raha ta ke uske sawal ka jawab kaise de duu, mujhe to izhaar e muhabbat bhi nahi karne ata ya maine apni zindagi me khabi koi aisi kitaabe bhi nahi padhi jisse mujhe apni muhabbat ko bayan karna ata ho.. khabi moqa hi nahi mila ke mai is feelings ke baare me bhi kuch jankari haasil karti...mai khamush hi rahi ye soch kar ke shayad use meri khamushi se hi apne sawal ka jawab haasil ho jaye.....)
Apne mere sawal ka jawab nahi diya namra. Apki khamushi bata rahi he ke apko mujhse muhabbat hue he... phele to mujhe shuba tha par ab mai yakeen ke saat ye baat keh sakta hu.... isliye aap apne papa ke tey kiye hue rishtey ko accept nahi kar pa rahi ho.... aur mujhe ye bhi yakeen he ke abhi tak apni is dil ki kaifiyat ke baare me kisi ko bhi bataya nahi hoga... anyways, ap apna address send kar do mai khud apke papa se is silsile me baat karne aa jaunga..... (uski baataw se mere chehre pe halki si muskurahat aa gayi, uski ye baate, uska ye shafqana andaz yahi wo khubiyaa he jisne mere dil ko muhabbat ki khushbuse muattar kiya. Usne khuda hafiz keh kar phone kaat diya.... todhi dair tak mai aise hi uski baataw ko soch soch kar muskurane lagi.
Phir Mai ne apna address use mail kiya aur bahar laan ki taraf aa gayi jahan umaira ki baate mere kaanaw me padi aur mere pair wahi par jam gaye...
"Papa ap namra se puchiye na ke akhir wo karna kya chahti he.kab tak ham log is ke jawab ka intizar karte rahenge..." (umaira ki awaz unchi thi, bachpan se hi uske mizaaj me sakhti aur gussapan tha. Khair ab to maamila apne sasuraliyaw ka ta , zaahir si baat he gussa to mumkin he.)
Yahi to hame nahi pata ke wo chahti kya he, agar wo kuch batati to shayad ham kuch soch sakte. Uski khamushi hi hamare dil ko khaaye ja rahi he. (Papa ka rawayya normal tha)
Mujhe samajh nahi ata ke ap sab uske nakhre q itna paal rahe he. Aap ham sab ki shaadi ke liye itne be chahin te ke thik se padhaayi bhi khatam nahi hone di. Jab ke namra ne apni padhayi bhi khatam kar liya aur mashaallah se khud ki clinic bhi open kar liya, Phir ap log kis chiz ka intizar karrahe he.
"Papa ap namra se puchiye na ke akhir wo karna kya chahti he.kab tak ham log is ke jawab ka intizar karte rahenge..." (umaira ki awaz unchi thi, bachpan se hi uske mizaaj me sakhti aur gussapan tha. Khair ab to maamila apne sasuraliyaw ka ta , zaahir si baat he gussa to mumkin he.)
Yahi to hame nahi pata ke wo chahti kya he, agar wo kuch batati to shayad ham kuch soch sakte. Uski khamushi hi hamare dil ko khaaye ja rahi he. (Papa ka rawayya normal tha)
Mujhe samajh nahi ata ke ap sab uske nakhre q itna paal rahe he. Aap ham sab ki shaadi ke liye itne be chahin te ke thik se padhaayi bhi khatam nahi hone di. Jab ke namra ne apni padhayi bhi khatam kar liya aur mashaallah se khud ki clinic bhi open kar liya, Phir ap log kis chiz ka intizar karrahe he.
Mai hairaan ho kar uski baate sunne lagi. apni hi behan ke zubaan se aise alfaaz sun ke mera dil zakhmi ho gaya. Waqai wakt ke saat taalluqaat bhi badal jate he, aur is ka andaza bhi mujhe bakhubi ho gaya ta. mai nam ankhaw se raftaar qadmaw ke saat apne kamre ki or chale gayi bina ye jane ke uske is baat ke jawab me papa ne kya kaha hoga...Aise hi do chaar din beet gaye, mere ghar walaw ka rawayya mere saat aise hi tha.. par phir bhi mai himmat nahi haari aur Ahmar ka intizar karti rahi...usi roz shaam ke wakt sab log lawn me chaai pi kar gapshap laga rahe te ke umaira ki saas aagayi. Saat me ubaid bhi aya hua ta. Safed rang ki shirt aur black jeans uspe kaafi suit kar raha ta.. mai sarsare andaz me use dekha aur wahan se chali gayi... usne mujhe ignore karta hua dekh chuka ta , todhi dair baad wo mujhe dhundta hua garden ki taraf aa gaya.... piche se ahista se mere kaan me sargoshi hue.
Hi,,,,, kaisi ho tum?
(Mai ne chonk kar uski jaanib dekha aur apne hontaw par zabardasti ki muskurahat sajate hue jawab diya )
Ji,,,,, theek ... aur aap?
Hamara to haal apke bagair aisa he jaise jalti dhoop me baarish ki chaahat!....
Kya matlab? mai laa taalluqi se puchne lagi.
Matlab to ap achi tarah se jaan gayi hongi,,,,,
Waise tume ye dailough kaisa laga... " JALTI DHOOP ME BAARISH KI CHAHAT " wo apne hi alfaaz dubara dohraane laga.
Ek dam 3rd class.... (mai use do thok jawab diya, aur uske samne se chali gayi..)
Kya matlab apko pasand nahi aya?( mujhe jata dekh kar wo bhi mere piche piche ane laga)
Ji mujhe is tarah ke chichorepan ki harkate pasand nahi he. (Mai ne muu bhansorte hue kaha to wo hairat me pad gaya)
Kya matlab......chichoraapan....! Insaan ko khabi kabaar todha romantic bhi hona chahiye. Yu kisi aashiq ko ignore nahi karna chahiye... kya pata apki be rukhi samne wale insaan par bhaari bhi pad jaye... (akhiri alfaaz par o todha sanjeeda sa ho gaya)
To kya apki baataw ko saraahte hue taaliya bajati rahu..
Bhadi thoss kisam ki aurat ho tum, kam se kam mera dil hi rakh leti.... khair koi baat nahi, hamare saath raho gi to aadat bhi ho jaye gi.. (wo phir romantic mood ki aur jane laga, mera dil to chah raha ta ke do thappar laga ke use chalta kardu. Par mai ne apne emotions ko control kiya)
"Kya matlab?"
Phir se wahi sawal ...... ye kya ap baar baar kya matlab kya matlab kehte rehti ho? Matlab se aage bhi ek jahan aur bhi he (wo na jane konse poetry me ghuss gaya ta , mera temperature high ho gaya )
Dekhiye, (mai uski taraf ungli uthaye hue apne gusse ka izhaar kar hi rahi ti ke afira mujhe pukarte hue aa gayi, aur mai use bhool kar afeera ke or dhiyaan diya.)
Namra..., Ahmar sahab aye hue he... apko papa andar bula rahe he. (Uski ye alfaaz jaise mere dil ki dharkanaw ko bhada diya ta, mai 1 second bhi zaaya kiye waha se bhaag gayi).
(Continued to be )
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Y do u stop wen d story is extremely goin gud 😭😭😭 nxt part plzzz
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