Part 9
(Zindagi ke kayi matlab hote he, koi dusraw ke liye jita he to koi khud ke liye. Koi kisi maqsad ke tahet apni zindagi guzarta he to koi bina maqsad ke zindagi guzaarta he. Zindagi me nasheeb o faraz ate rehte he, koi gir kar chalne lagta he to koi chalte chalte gir jata he. Magar hosalamand afraad apni zindagi me sanbhal kar chalte he.. )
Tani, Tani...
(Khala ki awaz par mai niche chali ayi.)
Apne mujhe bulaya.
Haan to, kab se upar apne kamre ho tum.. dinner ka time bhi ho raha he. Akele akeli mai bhi bored ho jati hu.. tum to niche aakar mere paas bhait Jaya karo.
Haan boliye, lo, apke paas bhait gayi.
(Mai khala ke paas sofe par bhait gayi jahan khala akhbar padhne me munhamiq thi.)
Acha to mere ane ke baad khud akhbar hataw me liye bhaiti he..
(Maine unhe gour se dekha. Khabi khabar unke chehre par mujhe apni mama ka aks nazar ata tha. )
Tume to awaz de kar thak gayi. Waise ye batao iram ke jane ke baad bhi tum niche nahi ayi. Kya hua he? Sahil ne kuch kaha?
(Wo mere chehre par phaile taasuraat hamesha se hi jaan jaya karti thi. )
Nahi mama, aisi koi baat nahi..
(Maine unhe itminan dilane ki koshish ki)
Agar koi baat hue he to bata do, mai sahil se baat karte hu.
Arre aisa kuch nahi he. Ap khaamakhaa pareshan ho rahi he.
(Mere itminan dilane par wo utt khadi hue. Aur dinner ka ehtimam karne lagi. Itne me khalu bhi andar aa gaye)
ASSALMUALAIKUM,
Walaikumsalam papa, (q ke unhe ye lafz behad pasand tha)
Kaisi ho beta?
Mai theek...ap bataiye? Kaisa chal raha he ajkal?
(Alhamdulila....everything is going well..waise mujhe next week Australia jana he..)
Q? Sab khair to he papa...
Haan beta...., sab theek... darasal ek project ke hawale se mujhe waha jana pad raha he.
(Wo bhi mere paas sofe per bhait gaye)
Acha to papa mai bhi apke saath chalte hu.
Waise bhi ajkal University me bhi dil nahi lag raha he.. abhi to annual function ki tayyari chal rahi he..
Arre beta mai to 2 3 din ke liye jata raha hu.. tum wahan aa kar kya karogi... room me bhaite bored ho jaogi. Phir khabi ham vacation par chalte he.
Papa please.... mana mat kariyega.. iswakt sabse ziyada bored to mai yaha ho rahi hu.. ek kaam karte he. Mama ko bhi saath le kar chalte he.. wo yaha akeli kya karegi..
(Maine khushi se tali bajate hue boli. Tabhi khala bhi hall me aa pahunchi.)
Kahan jane ki tayyari ho rahi he bhai?
Puchlo apni beti se., mai to akele jane wala tha Australia.. ab keh rahi he tum logou ko bhi saath le kar chalu.
Haan to mai bored ho rahi hu na.. aur mama bhi.... ap apna kaam kar lena.. ham log todha ghoom lenge.. iss bahane todha mood bhi sahi ho jayega. Kya kehti he ap?
(Mai apne donou haat unke kandhe par pyar se rakh diye.. aur unke jawab ka intizaar karne lagi.)
Baat to sahi he.. waise bhi ajkal Tani ka mood todha bhuja bhuja sa hi rehta he..
Aisi baat he to phir mai tinaw ki ticket book karta hu.
(Papa utt kar kisi ko call karne lage)
(Mai mere frnds ko bata chuki thi ke mai next week Australia ja rahi hu. . Achanak se jane ka plan sunkar sabhi hairan ho gaye. Magar mai ne unhe bata diya tha. 1 hafta kaise guzar gaya pata hi na chala. Anwar hame airport chod ke chala gaya . kuch ghantaw baad Hawaii jahaz khila me safar kar raha tha...mai apni yaadaw me magan ti... jis tarah se din ba din mujh me badlaaw aa raha tha wo meri mama ke saath saath dostaw ko bhi andaza hone laga tha... pehle ki tarah mujh me shouqipan aur chanchal wala andaz nahi raha... mere chehre par aksar afsurdagi ke asraat paye jate the....in chizaw se mujhe bahar lane wala anwar tha ...)
Tani........, kaha khoyi hue ho... tumhara lunch..
(Mama ne mujhe jhinjod kar khayalaw se bahar laya)
Ji....,,, (Mai ek nazar khane ki plate par dawraayi aur phir kuch waqfe ke baad Maine khana shiru kiya)
Ye aj kal kahan khoyi khoyi rehti ho tum.... koi pareshani he....?
(Jab mai afsurda hoti to mama mera chehra ba khubi padh leti thi..)
Kahi nahi mom.... bas yu hi...
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(Ek hafta Australia me kaise guzar gaye pata nahi chala.. mai apne tamam dostaw ke liye gifts le kar ayi thi.. aur saat saat iram ke liye bhi le liya tha.. 2 din tak Maine araam kiya phir tisre din mai apne tinaw frnds ko ghar bula biya. shaam 5 baje ke qareeb mere frnds aa gaye.)
ASSALMUALAIKUM..... (tinaw ne mama ko salam kiya)
Walaikumsalam beta.... kaise ho tum log?
(Unhaw ne khairiyat puchi..)
Ham sab theek.. ye bataiye Australia ka trip kaisa raha apka...?
(Anwar ne puch liya)
Alhamdulila... kafi Acha raha... magar ye batao ke aj kal Tani ke saath kya masla hua he...?
Kya matlab Aunty...? (Tinaw saath me bol pade)
Yahi ke ajkal na wo baate karti he, na milna jhulna... na wo khilkhilana... pehle to sara ghar sar par utha leti thi... uski muskurahat se hamara angan khil utta tha... par ab aisa bilkul nahi he... sara din wo apne khayalaw me hi khoyi rehti he.. maine uske chehre par chaayi udasi ko gour se dekha he.. wo bataw hi bataw me mujhe taal to deti he magar mujhe pata he ke koi chiz ya koi baat use andar hi andar khaaye ja rahi he... Australia jane ka irada bhi usi ka tha.. mujhe laga ke todhe din bahar ghoom legi to uska man bhi behal jaye ga.. magar wapas uska mood aise hi hogaye.... kya uske badalne ki waje ko jante ho?
(Mama akhir me ro padi...)
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Nahi Aunty hame to usne aisa kuch nahi bataya... ham bhi uske is tarah ke behavior se hairan he ....(Saima batane lagi..)
Par ap pareshan mat ho... mai theek kar lunga
(Anwar ne itminan dilaya aur tinaw upar chale gaye)
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Hey... ASSALMUALAIKUM..
(Tinaw room me daakhil hote hue bol pade)
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Walaikumsalam..
(Mere chehre par muskurahat phail gayi)
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Kaisi ho..? (Anwar use gour se thak raha jaise kuch khoj raha ho..)
Mai theek hu... tum log batao kya haal he...?
University me kya chal raha he....
(Maine itminan ki saans bhari)
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Ham sab to theek he... ye batao tume kya ho gaya he aj kal Tani..... pehle ki tarah masti, phone par hamare saath derh sari baate... wo sab kaha chala gaya... ab to tum ek call tak nahi karti.. india aye hue 2 din ho gaye magar tum aj hame bata rahi ho... pehle to har baat share kiya karti thi... par ab achanak kya hogaya he ke tum ham se bhi chupane lagi ho...
( Saima ka lehja sakht tha...)
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Yarr pata nahi aisa q ho raha he... filwakt mere paas iska koi jawab nahi he... .. acha to ye sab sawalat baad me kar lena... mai tum logou ke liye kuch laayi hu..
Maine tinaw ko gifts de diye... magar anwar ki nazre in sare lamhe me mere or thi... uski ankhaw me bhadti udaasi ko mai ne dekh liya tha... isliye mai khud apne dostaw ke liye coffee aur cookies ka ehtimam karne chali gayi..
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Yaar ye lo garma garam coffee aur tum logou ke favorite cookies... (sab ne coffee ka mug utaya magar anwar yuhi hi khamush baitha raha.. mujhe uski khamushi chub rahi thi..)
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Anwar coffee.....(Maine dusri baar uske saamne pesh kiya to ek pal ke liye wo mujhe gour se dekha phir coffee ka mug apne haataw me le liya.)
(Ham logou ne derh sari baate ki.. magar anwar chup chup sa tha.. 7 baje ke qareeb wo log chale gaye... phir Maine namaz padhi aur sab saath me dinner kar liya.. dinner kar ke apne kamre me pahunchi to saima aur Nadia ka thanks wala msg tha siwaye anwar ke.. maine use phone lagaya... todhi dair baad call rcv hue..)
Hello......, (ek rude si awaz thi)
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Kya hua he tume? (Maine apna sawal pucha)
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Mujhe kya hona he.....!( wo jaise masum ban raha tha)
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Itne Maasum mat bano... q is tarah behave kar rahe ho.....?
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Kis tarah.....? (Jaan bhuj kar anjaan banne ki koshish ho rahi thi.)
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Wahi jo..... tum kar rahe hoo....
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Tum bhi to yahi kar rahi ho
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Kya matlab...?(Mai hairangi se puchne lagi)
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Matlab to tum janti ho...
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Mujhe kis chiz ka matlabi pata he.. (Mai bhi piche hatne walau me se nahi thi .)
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Yahi ke ajkal tum badal q gayi ho...? Pehle wali Tani to na rahi... aisa kya ho gaya he..?
(Uske sawalaw ke koi jawab mere paas moujood nahi te.. )
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Kya hua ....? Khamush q ho gayi..?
(Mere chup rehne par usne dubara sawal kiya)
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Mujhe khud iska jawab nahi pata anwar to tume kya batau...? Bas Mujhe apni mom ki dairy padhna he... ajkal Mujhe unki yaad shadeed ane lagi he... jab se Maine unke mutaalluq jo bhi suna he Mai ek bhi pal sukoon ke saat nahi reh pa rahi hu...(na chahte hue hamesha Mai usse bahut kuch share kar deti thi)
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Tani... dekho... tumhari mom ki death hue zamane guzar gaye... beshak jane wale lot kar nahi ate... magar jo he us par hame sochna chahiye... unty aur uncle ne tume jaan se ziyada chaha he... tumhari parwarish me koi kotaahi nahi barti.. to tum q unhe mehroomiyaw ka ehsaas dilana chahti ho.. ye baat unhe pata chale gi to socho unhe kitna bura lage ga.. unhe aulaad ki mehroomi ka ehsaas mat hone dena.. rahi baat dairy ki to wakt ane par tume mil jaye gi.. uske liye tum apni aj ki zindagi ko mat ganwa dena... Aunty bhi pareshan thi tumhari udaasi unke dil ko bhi udaas kar rahi he.. lihaza tum unko hamesha khush rakho jo tumhari fikir karte he..samjh gayi ho na meri baat..
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Hummmmm.
(Wo hamesha aise hi tha... mere har haalaat ka saathi.)
Waise Gift ke liye Thankyou.....perfume bahut acha tha.. papa se mai kehne wala tha... magar ab jo ke tum mere liye laayi ho to uski koi zarurat nahi rahi.
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(Mai janti thi use perfume bahut pasand he.. aur hamesha mujhse yahi chiz manga karta tha.)
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You welcome..(mere labaw pe muddataw baad khushi ki muskurahat phail gayi.)
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